…when he runs away after admiting…
He: How are you?
She: I am ok, you?
He: Just ok?
She: Yeah, just ok. Not really in my best mood lately. Kind of lost my sunshine for a while…
He: I am sorry you are feeling this way
She: Its ok. It will pass… soon or later.
He: well, I hope it will pass sooner than later. I want my sunshine back!
She: You have the best interesting huh?
He: (this user is offline)
So today I feel like I am 15 years old again, having all this romantic/dramatic/broken heart/ platonic issues, when I feel that no one on Earth loves me except for my mom. The problem is that I open my eyes and I see myself in reality with 32 years old and still all alone and no one around me to tell me that loves me, except for my mom. It has been 17 years since I last cried, praying for God to send me only single person that would “fight” for me, “fight” for my love and “seeking” for me because I would worth it. And it has been 17 years that all I see is people taking me and my love for granted, my friendship for granted, my all so giving time to everyone for granted… and again, I sit and cry and wonder, am I that worthless?
I could blame myself for doing everything wrong. I could blame the world. I could blame the bad guys, I could even blame God. But it wont help it. Because it wont change the fact that I am still here all alone. And until this pain goes away and until I can find a way to ignore this all for another 17 years, I better avoid sharing those feelings with the ones that I bet, wont understand what it is to feel the way I do…
Wake up and floss 